So right now I'm not at all happy with the way my placement is going. I understand that IBM is a massive company and that the systems in place are complicated... but I haven't done anything. Literally no work since I started.
As much as I hate to trot out something that's a cliché among gamers these days... I didn't sign up for this. I have learned exactly nothing since I joined and that's the reason I signed on with the whole Year In Industry thing; to learn. That's what I do these days: I learn. That's what I want to do, it's what I've spent the past couple of years doing... right now IBM isn't helping. I've been told a bunch of stuff about the way the JRE testing system exclusive to IBM's internals works and nothing else...
I don't want to quit, that would be stupid right now but I can't see myself doing what I actually want to do in this team. I'll give it some time and see if anything changes but for now...
Unhappy.
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